well life is as usually got me down again - if it isn't one thing its another - still as my privet community name says = hopes and dreams never die = although mining are dead or rather soon will be.
i still cling to the hopes that someday they will be reality - and that will not change - to date after the last lady i asked out i said then i would not ask another out and true to form i have yet to do so.
i did tell another lady recently that i like her and depending on what happens with her will depend on if i hold true to that word - nature can drive people to do crazy things and i am no different but still - that one lady sense the day i made that oath has been the only lady so far i will change my mind for.
but only if i get to know her far better - that means living in the same city and doing things with her and her family - otherwise - i believe the truth of my situation.
and if you can't figure it out on your own then don't ask the question its not worth answering,
but at least for now i got my friends on google plus to help me stay in touch with the world after all your all over the world.
maybe i can put one of two plans to play before long and make life a new way of living - hell as many say beauty isn't skin deep - it goes much, much, much, deeper then that.
so does how one lives one life - i never forced anyone to do anything and i am not going to start now but as long as hope remains so will i - when hope is gone, so will i be - its that simple.
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