thanks

I went back to consoling and the counselor gave me hope.

Something about being able to get retrained in something to do for working in the world which gives me a much needed feeling of belonging – if its true then I am jumping on it.

That might get my bills payed, it might get me lands in the future if I can earn enough money but most importantly I will be earning my upkeep and I love that most of all.

Well see where it goes.

Thanks +krissy for your part in this if you had one its a debt I will owe you.

Every time time I checked on it in the past I was told its not for me – now it is an option thank god.